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Monday, December 31, 2007

Cheers. Highlights + Excerpts from 2007

Jan
1. -I forgot to mention how mad I was at Ellipsis for rejecting my stories! EXPLICIT CONTENT MY ASS! -.- but the art committee is awesome. Last year Manuel and Suzanne was never there... and they dint do so well managing the artwork caz they lost some of my stuff. Anyhoo. This year, we're really pushing the limit with the art. If the stupid writing cant be eplicit. HAH well you can bet your ass off that this year the ART will!!!- (Regardign Ellipsis)
2. -...I'm tired, but when I'm awake, I won't dream.-
3. -everything will be alright, Donkey or not...- (Words... taht today... i still dont understand what I meant by Donkey)
4. -Today is the last day Mrs. Cercone teaches our class English since she's expecting a child in about 2, 3 monthves. She broke into tears today while reading a poem to "send us off." It was so touching, I decided its best to pen this down.- (Regarding Mrs. Cercone's farewell. =]
5. -"What should I say... 'hey beautiful?'", I joked.
Steph looked at me. "I dare you!"- (Regarding Applebees and waitress... I totally said it.-
6. -IS 237 calls to inform me that my brother is missing from school. QUE EL FUCK?! He was cutting with a friend. Since this was his first time, my father and the other kid's parents were suspecting the worst. We were worried out of our fuckin' minds. The other kid's mom was crying and the principal smiled at me while passing the tissues to the mom "You're next" I only laughed and said. "He's a strong kid... he'll be alright." Baffled at my story, the mother asked what happend and I mention the Accident 5 years ago.- (Regarding joey's retarded fucking ness.)

Feb
1.
Adelphi University *dances*
2.
You're worth the kiss enough to make an Angel cry. (Yet another little story I wrote.)
3.Abby: "Yo if chocolate isn't love... If that isn't love I don't know what is!"
BlackGuy: "So if I give it to you would you love me?"
Abby: "Totally... But I'm gay." (Regarding bake sale)
4. Snow on Valentines day!
5.Ms. Fink: I dunkno...there's so little guys... blahblahblah
Stacy: (looks at me)
El Doodle: What? Why are you looking at me?
Stacy: We can dress Abby as a guy!
Grace: YES! That's a great idea! (to Ms. Fink) Let's dress Abby up as a guy! (Regarding Footloose)
6. MAMMIA! Monica Kapoor: You are fuckin' sexy! i totally have a crush on her and wen she came out i was like O_O OMG MONICA SIGN ME SIGN ME!!

March
1.However I did get to set design with an awesome art teacher Lisa. She had a custom designed tattoo. its so cool. me and her have interesting convo about stuff too. She takes art really seriously too. At first I was just the assistant to help her wiv some things but I started drawing too and shes like "wow... you did like almost 50 % of the work! you know what. you should be in the program list too" so i guess im co-set designer. pretty cool. (Setdesigning =])
2. TAKAI GO!
3. I feel heartless.
4. 17 Reasons Why (L Word<3)
5. First and Last time... Goodbye Drill Team

April
1.
Fuck. Dogzilla, why?
2. You'll go paint a paradise...( now if only I could paint)
3.
Red, Green, & Indigo
4.
Footloose '07 (27, 28)

May
1."...I guess I went crazy. I thought if I hit him nobody would notice, but they did. The looks everyone gave me. So I ran... and before I knew it." Turns around. "I was a sunflower."
Derek: "I never knew you to be an inner sunflower..."
El Doodle: "I didn't either... and I wonder. What else is in the closet?"
2.Dear Mom, My words die here and will never live again.
3.Spring Concert 07 - May 18 07
4.
Ellipsis '07 is here.
5. The School Art League's St. Gaudens Medal. =]
6.
NYSSMA 07 - Gold

June
1.I will always remember MSG Badia who did not look shamefully at me and instead tried to talk to me in his unusual way with insults and jokes and evil stares and occasionally a smirk that would probably be the only "attempt of a smile" from him. Like a 2nd or 3rd evil but kind hearted father to me...
2. My Anti-Prom Adventure con mi amigo Derek =]
3. Four Years
Four Years of Unshed and Shed Tears
Of hidden teenage Angst
Of fear of being too old, too fast
Of unexpected appearances of friends and lovers
Of mentors for life
Four Years
Four Years of fond memories in which I'll always remember...
3. To my Old Man,I love you Daddy... and I want to be honest with you
4.
PRIDE WEEK 07 6.17 - 6.24
5. I am Abby Lee. Art Director to Ellipsis, Assistant Commander of the Battalion Choir, and a member of Concert Choir. I've participated in our school plays, Guys & Dolls and Footloose. I've spent countless hours perfecting my craft while maintaining a high average. Out of the love of art, art for art's sake, and the love I have for someone special, I've worn the mask of El Doodle in hoping that I will bring those selfish goals to everyone hoping to touch the edge of their hearts. I am El Cara de Francis Lewis High School.

July
1. Las Vegas 7.10 - 7.14
2. Adelphi Orientation.
3. Mom...You make me want to kill myself.

Aug
1.B4 Reunites
Friends that I've known since Junior High... my bestest friends gather once again. Me Lina Rena and Juilie, our little B4... i think it really meant the 4 bitches now that I think of it. To make fun of F4 the band that rena and lina was totally into back then. haha... Derek Ying Ling and Howie were there too. We were finally 4 guys and 4 girls instead of the dominating guy bunch. It was really great to see Rena again shes soooooooooo very adorable! We ate at Olive Garden. <3 breadsticks. It was just really good to see them all again. 6 years now. Friends for 6 years. =] sooo many fond memories.
2. Family Trip to Chesapeake Bay
3. -Then i finally remember to bring my keys. Brianna or Annie: "Got your keys?" me with a huge smile "Yes =D" Goes out... Goes to the stairs... JOLTS run backs upstairs. "ID CARD!" Brianna and Anne laughs.
-Then i got keys and ID card. Brianna: "what an improvement! good job!" =D YAY! (in whihc later i realized i forgot my textbook but i was too late to get it.)

Sept
1. Happy Bday Dork!
2. I met someone real special at GBLT... hehehehe
3. Making our own dictionary of words... what an epic week.
4. 9.19.07 A day that I'll look back to and smile... Spidaman kisu
5. HOLY SHIT SARAH JESSICA PARKER
6. "OMG... SPIDERCUNT! SPIDERCUNT SPIDERCUNT... DOES WHATEVER SPIDERCUNT DOES!" (opens legs)

Oct
1 You are my Fairy Queen.
2. My birthday is worth celebrating.
3. Haloween Cows =] with you.
-by the end of the day we had alot of candies along wiv getting dings checked off list such as making out in middle of street... making out in a pile of leaves... Naughty Cows caught on film...-
4. Two Dogs, Two Cats, Four Turtles, Two Bunnies, Two Lesbians and Baby Ushi. Together in a Uchi.

Nov
1.Alice & the Checkered Cat
What if Alice never left Wonderland instead... she found someone who understood her there. Instead she found the Checkered Cat, the cousin of the Cheshire Cat, who was just as confused and misunderstood as Alice was.
Madness?! This is Wonderland...
2. Gay Mixer. Dis one girl was kinda hot. STOP RIGHT THERE! SLAPS SELF* ...so... satoshi dragged me into the bathroom of Hofstra. and Public Safety were all... que el fuck. so they send a girl in there to MAKE SURE we dint screw around... omg.. .that was funny....
3.Thank You...
To my family... though however disfunctional you are
To my friends... though however disfunctional I am
To my best friends... no matter how far you are
To my somebody... no matter how cold I am inside
Thank You for Sticking by Me. -Thanksgivin'-
4. Tanya "Satoshi" (Cecilia) Marina Velasquez-Lee Ushi Desu, you have my heart wholeheartedly.-Your Patches-

Dec
1. Animefest, camera whoring =D
oh dere was dis creep who went up to us yesterday who took pictures and today he was like "um...i showed it to my wife... and she sed yur hot" ok that has to be like nonexistent wife thar.... and den today he took picutures ask us to kiss. and were like... ok... fanboy... and hes more like a fanoldman den fanboy. so later dat nite wen were leaving he asks for pictures agen... and were like O_O ok now yur juz freaky deaky. and he sez "Can u kiss or r yur lips too chapped from kissin all nite" wat kinda line was that... hahah... were like... watehver.... kisses* but yeah freak.
2."Can I tell you a secret?" I whispered into her ear. She nodded. I hesitated, scared shitless of feeling these buzzing emotions. "I think I'm falling... in love with you. In fact I think I've fallen. And it scares me..."
3. Big Cow on Campus: The Moovie got into the Adelphi Film Festival.
4.
Beauty & the Beast
5. Rute, Anata no Pacchan
6. Best Xmas Evar. =]


Sweet Street has seen 3 years. Years that were washed and drenched in pain. Looking back, there are times that I am happy, but my heart was cold. And I'm letting go.

I'm moving foward...

I want... you to be there with me.

Hime, I love you.


http://www.xanga.com/SahimeNoPacchan

 

Goodbye Swt. St.

-El Doodle-


Wednesday, December 26, 2007

I can't ask for a better Xmas than this...

So this year I passed out cards again. El Doodle style... and Im really thinking about marketing it or something. But anyways... My amazing xmas started on 12.22.07

It was... a very rough morning with the argument and all with my mom. But as soon as I saw Tanya... things got much better. And it was a beautiful xmas in the city. We went to Rockafeller heheh to go to Nintendo store and we got Nintendogs! I started wiv a Shiba Inu named Gohan and she has a Shis Tsu named Miyu. =] As it got darker... it got prettier and prettier... we found FAO it was cool... Oh... forgot... we became guides for an Austrailian guy who wanted to find Rockafeller (we made him lost at first but we got him to where hes got to go) =] Then. We met up wiv Caroline... but it turns out that we were in da wrong mcdonalds... so me and caro were on da fone and shes like O_O YUR DERE NO WAY! enters Mcdonalds* where are u? me: um.... ...here...? So yeah... upon looking for Caro and da gang... we randomly bumped into Gay Street. =O where two gay men (tsukemen) was walking and me and her was walking too... so were like... we finally belong! SO finding Caroline... we celebrated her bday in a Japanese resturant. We ate salmon rolls ...6 plates at that. xD So this whole drama surrounded around a tennis ball, me throwing it, and a douchebag. But other den that, it was a great night and Happy Bday.... very drunk... Caroline... xD

12.24.07
I went over to my family to celebrate. It was pretty fun. I got a lot of dvds... but most of da time I was really juz playing wiv Nintendogs... and Dylan... a new member to the family. xD. And ofcourse missing my most important person.

12.25.07
then today... really made my Xmas thanks to you. As I grew older I started to hate xmas... it was depressing... especially events surrounding my mom.  But this year... I just cant be happier...You got me the most silliest things.... but it made me so happy... and wiv each gift it made me laugh and truly enjoy the xmas i always wanted to relive... But the greatest gift of all, is you. I love you. I feel so emotional all the time... and its kinda new for me. I don't like to cry but its hard not to caz I feel so much for u.juz holding you and sleeping next to you and just being wiv u... that... made my best xmas ever. I love you, Tanya. Watashi no Ushi. Sahime. Masta. Not Goo. Sexy Asian. My Fairy Queen.
Thank you.
Anata no Pacchan.

Merry  Xmas.


-El Doodle-


Friday, December 21, 2007

End of Adelphi Fall 07 - epic post

So its 2 o clock in da morning, Im listening to Beauty and the Beast... and I'm thinking yes. I shall write in xanga to remember this semester.

There are so many memorable things this semester.
I shot my first movie (moovie) which got into the Adelphi Film Festival. I didnt win... but it dint matter... the Moovie... meant soemthing for me.
I had my first live performance of spoken word and got her autograph. Alix Olson. I dont dink its possible to forget the "Oh God..." part of your poem.
I have my first job at Blodgett. Which at first... was... very confusing. Equiptment work and all but Rebecca schooled me through.
I met so many gay and lesbian people which now I feel not-so-alone.
I felt free from the family.
I met cool peoplez... and some... not so much. Maureen Tango-chan is my first ever friend in Adelphi and Im so grateful to her. Karina Chiddo shes a great President... we had our so many laughs wiv Maria, Tara, Gloria... its fun. I had a blast shooting Marie's final project. I hope we have classes together. I enjoyed my teachers... which are all pretty cool even Greenfield. Mommy and Daddy (Danielle and Yoni) adopted us... heheheheheh fun time fun times. Colbys a cool guy so is Isiah. SABRENA who is leaving us... -.- My roommates have been cool... and Rebecca my new roommate amuses me so much especially wiv her BIG BOO--- cuts off...

But you know. The one who has made my semester so special is... you.

There has been so much I missed out on that I want to jot down but I... I dont. not caz i dont want to... I guess... i dont know. Maybe its becaz...

im happy.

I realize that its soemthing that its so hard to accept sometimes... You told me today that you think you dont deserve me... well sometimes I think the opposite. How silly... we are to think such things. Were so alike you know. But there are things that you are the exact opposites... and where you have your faults I have my talents and we make up for each other... its kinda nice to have someone like that.

But you know. You really made this semeseter for me... I havent been happy for a long time... and you... make me happy every day.

I never jot down how we first met. I walked into the bookstore... and my eyes were drawn to you. Its true that we dint official meet but I remember you. The moment I saw you in front of the LGBT meeting... all I noticed was you. I told myself... ... abby... dont... screw... this... up. And very cooly I asked for yur digits "Hook me up." Flash you a smile and you gave it to me.

The next day you called. Asian picnic under a tree, remember? That day in anime club. We were hiding under a table cracking jokes... we really are silly u know. That was the first time I held ur hand... The 2nd day we met... and I held ur hand. On thursday... i stopped by yur workplace and gave u my sn. Which later I found out... that you made a sn just to talk to me... Then monday came around and LGBT was up again. You jumped on my lap as I held you after yur skit. Your father was pissed at you that day for staying so late. I walked you out and with the excuse of trying to comfort you... I kissed your forehead.

That Wednesday, sitting on Florence the bench, with the perfect moment as the sun drifted down and the sky was a purplish blue... we started. Not even a week of meeting each other. Weve started. 9.19.

And look where we are now. I'm in love with you. Im crazy about you. And youre crazy about me just the same.

We spent Halloween together... in which we were both cows... very cute at that. We have two kids dont we... Sudeki Suiida and Baby Ushi. And you made my birthday so special. I did some stupid shit and there were so many misunderstandings... but at last... that day. I told you ya know. And im so glad were here. Were here at this point where... I can roll up next to you when you sleep and wake up to you and tell you G'morning love... and kiss you.

And well have 2 dogs 2 cats 4 turtles and 2 rabbits in our uchi with our 2 kids. And its not a white picket fence... its rainbow... or plaid... or... it doesnt matter... caz im wiv u... and i... liek the Moovie sez...

Im so glad that I found you.

So thank you.

Sleep well. Hime.

Rute,
Anata no Pacchan


Thursday, December 13, 2007

Beauty & the Beast

Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends
Then somebody bends
Unexpectedly

Just a little change
Small, to say the least
Both a little scared
Neither one prepared
Beauty and the Beast

Ever just the same
Ever a surprise
Ever as before
Ever just as sure
As the sun will rise

Tale as old as time
Tune as old as song
Bittersweet and strange
Finding you can change
Learning you were wrong

Certain as the sun
Rising in the east
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the beast.


~

So Monday and Tuesday have been nothing short of perfection.

Wednesday and Thursday is blek at best.

Big Cow on Campus: The Moovie got into the Adelphi Film Festival. =]

Im working on my porfolio for Creative Writng, two papers for stupid Ethics and Morality, and Fearful paper.


-El Doodle-


Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Jessica, Im happy for you.

But I still hate warren cash! HOW DARE HE HURT YOU B4!!!!

>=O

But yeah. Best of luck to you and little Alba. =]


-El Doodle-



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